What’s next to unfold….. this is a question running through my mind day and night , every single moment that’s passing by , the question is getting louder and louder ….. It’s hitting me hard, it’s hitting me really hard and the blow isn’t easy to take ….
I have cried for help and shouted it loud to the people concerned but it seems that it left no effect on ‘em but it left me in vain thinking that they made a mockery and fun of what I told them and when I asked them for help and understand my situation, it makes me feel bad thinking that m loosing it …..m loosing it big time ….well, this is not what I am, this is not my philosophy of life … this is just an aftereffect of the mammoth that crushed my life and emotions …… there have been times, when I have supported every one, concerned or not , in the best way I can but little is what’s left for me forget over with this , this hell of the pain and trauma that I am going through …
I tried speaking it out loud and clear but it seems that either I can’t speak or they can’t listen, somewhere something is going wrong, it’s going wrong tremendously …. I don’t know if someone would ever read this and even if someone does, it will be taken well in the same manner with which I have outspoken my heart……
With almost everything unpredictable and with a pain in heart, m still ready to face but don’t know how long will I be able to stay …..
There is a story which I have never told, let’s see what’s next to unfold …….
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u gotta go do what ur heart tells u to do..... nobody cn tell u....except YOU.
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