My Life - I am Nitin Gupta

I am Nitin Gupta and this is my life …..
I have learnt from my experiences and I have walked on the path laid with knife
I may be good to some and bad to some
Love me some , hate me some but I hate no one

I was a lil child with sweet emotion
2+2 = 4 was my life’s equation
The world has thought me a lil weird concept
All is MINE – this is everyone’s perfect step

But still the lil child is alive in me
Belief, is what I have in me
Some call it mystery, some call it fake
Life’s is beautiful and at times a fruit cake

I belong to you was the line in past
You belong to me – time has changed fast
Dedication is a word from fool’s paradise
Possession is the new flower – quite wise

All live for something or the other
How can I forget the lady , I called her mother
She has thought me quite a basic few
Facts, I never agreed but always knew

They think that I am becoming like them -Just to have the company of some idiot
I won’t ever be like them as I am Nitin Gupta - I prefer to be left alone with my eyes shut

Wild Thought !!!

A thought giving rise to a zillion frames
An Alphabet giving way to a million names

Who M I …. That’s the question
Quest for the best in the nation
Different are my dimensions
Different are my horizons

What M I doing , where M I heading
Life always come with an alternate meaning
The meaning that still needs to be decoded
The meaning that if not looked is meaningless and if, then very well coded

There are thoughts unattended, questions unanswered
There may be a million options but only "ONE" is "THE BEST ANSWERED"
All in all – I am Passionately Enigmatic
May be I am simple , Maybe I am hectic

What the others think – I don’t care
Peace and Truth exist but where ???
I am in an unending quest for discovering ME
Who else can answer these other than HE

HE, who sits above all , HE , who roams in the sky
HE, who know the answers to all WHY
I wanna meet u soon, big daddy
It’s my life , m serious , Treat it nicely and not like a teddy

I Wanna Love You ...

When the sun shines and Sweat runs down the spine , I wanna love you
When the moon glitters and stars twinkle, I wanna love you
Baby I wanna love you not just because I worship you
But because I see myself in you
Are the days too short or the night’s too long
Does it really matter – when together we are singing a song
I wanna love u for the way u r
I wanna make this world a heaven,where problems and tensions are far
I wanna love you, Please show me a glimpse of u
There are tides in the ocean of love and I am missing u
Is there something that I can do to make you come close to me
Whatever it is , your thought makes me feel – let it be
I wanna run so fast , so passionately
I win , I loose, doesn’t matters lately
All I want is you
‘Coz I am deeply, madly in love with you
I wanna love you with all the passion in my heart
Will there be happiness , if you are I are apart
I always keep you in the first place
For me – love is eternity and not a rat race
Who the hell wanna chase
When you are with me – Life’s is moving at it’s best pace
I don’t wanna write anything more to make you understand
I wanna love you , for my life – this is my final stand

HERE I GO.......

Here I am , Up from a sleep well defined
Out of a problem well timed
Awake from dream well refined
Sitting on my bed with pillows well lined
Here I am , For a battle still left
with dreams threatened about theft
with a soul of unending quest
with a beating heart in chest
Here I am , for those who don’t believe my dream
for those ,who don’t trust my team
for those ,who are mean
for those, who hate being messy and love being clean
So here I go, because I love you all
ready to break another wall
the wall of thoughts , the wall of mall
the wall beyond everything is love and we love all

TRUE COLOR

I am writing this with a thought in mind
What should I pack and what should I unwind
The way it approached was unbearable
It left me in pain , It left me unmanageable
But here I am , starting all again
with thoughts of love and ashes of pain
Till last time when truth and love parted
Wanted to reunite everytime, we departed
But this time, I am so sure
Even my hate is intensively pure
Thanks for showing me your true color
Love is love, I can feel but cannot alter
Your love left me with something devastated
Honey, I will ensure that this is my creation best created
Because this creation is called life
No matter, u cut this in pieces with a heart called knife
Showing me your true color, attempting to make my life colorless
U can’t because now attribute of my life is called HAPPINESS

LOVE SEX AUR DHOKHA = FRUSTRATION

LOVE SEX AUR DHOKHA

I just entered office with an amazing thought rather an awkward thought….. I was coming to office in car and moment I switched on the FM channel, RJ announced the song no.1 of the week and to bring my surprise , it was from the movie LSD , the track , which is more often criticized than talked about, these days…..Well , I am not here to criticize about the song or whatever u call that as….. I am just not able to understand what the lyricist is trying to make a point out there …. It seems to me more of a frustration of the youth nowadays,same what once while scanning the channels, came across a soap called emotional atyachaar…. Well there too , all was frustration , I seriously believe that the name of the serial should be changed to "emotional truth = frustration" rather than emotional atyachaar….

We are clapping and whistling on the scenes which, we know is a part of our day to day and emotional life and we would like to react in the same way as the person on the television is doing , they are able to do and shed out their frustration and we are not and that is the reason , we clap for them and people pity on us …………

For me , it sound like that entire youth is living with some kind of frustration,deep inside their mind and heart… whatever they have they are not happy with it … they want something other than it….

Maybe they have grown older in terms of body but remain a fallout as compared to a 2nd grade school child… well, frustration is rising and dissatisfaction is prevailing because they want to have everything right at this point in time …. They just don’t wanna wait and have confidence in themselves whether they will be able to accomplish what they desire and dream ……

So , let the world go to hell and I should be clear within myself that I am not a part of the brigade that’s gonna end up fighting within themselves because of the so called beautiful word,known to world as "LOVE"...'coz behind this beautiful word LOVE lies it's siblings SEX and DHOKHA .....As there are options to listen to another song as well as watch other serials ….. Lemme be happy with all what I have, as contented is what counts and what counts is what I m ….