Loving Me.....

I want to love u and that is what I have done
Other than you , life had no-one
I still remember the time when we were together
Never experienced the pain irrespective of weather
Life was you, smile was you, thought was you, happiness was you
Million deaths, it took me to believe, it was not you
Life is pain, smile’s gone, thought’s devastated and death near
With all the painful thoughts, no more I fear
But believe me, I will change,
I will change all this for better, without you,
‘coz going by your cunning thoughts , who me , who you ?????
The mirror in which you showed me your true face
It gave my life a different pace
Lemme see in the mirror the sweet lil guy
Who once had tears in eye and a question asking why
Lemme just be happy and be my own
I regret for admitting that we were ever known
Now Nothing’s gonna stop me
“coz this time I am loving the truth – I am loving me